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I seems to be having more thoughts of travelling to different countries to explore. Wondering if it's due to the common topics among colleagues or I just feel like escaping to another country instead of sitting around waiting for time to flow.
In fact, I don't feel like further studying any more. Besides the reluctancy of sitting around reading those thick textbooks or notes, the expenses itself have already diminished every single advantage of studying.
I know there's loans out there, still I feel like saving up a portion before I go for it. Maybe I'm just too greedy. Other than that, having to work while studying is not something that I can manage. At least that is what I think.
Spending money on travelling sounds better than on education, even though the latter should be more important.
Is it more important to have a better education, at a better position and receive a better pay or just be contented with where I am right now?
Maybe I just haven't know where I wanted to go, that's why the position doesn't matter much to me. As for salary wise, perhaps when I have more expenses, then I might be more calculative about the scope and the workload.
Working doesn't seems to be as fun as before. Somehow when the salary became very constant throughout the whole year, I'm not that looking forward at my pay day.
Not that I don't like money, just don't feel that interesting anymore.
Maybe I'm just thinking too much. Haiz..
Nothing much is happening in my life, besides I've gotten a job that provides stable working hours and forever-learning scope. Well, at least that's what I was told, to be learning new things after settle down for each new skills being taught.
I'm not sure if there is really so many things for me to learn, but I guess I won't be bored here. All of us just have to keep absorbing like a sponge so that every single drop of our function will not be wasted and every single dollar spent on us will not be spared either.
Besides having about 2 to 3 times of sleeping hours with all the colleagues per month, I mean meetings, there isn't much changes to our everyday lives spent in the company. Month end will be our peak day, since it's a finance department.
Hmm... Until now, a few birthdays had been celebrated, and mine is still far for me to think about it. Anyway, my previous birthday wasn't exactly that far since I'm a year-end baby. Is that a good thing to be most likely the youngest among your friends?
All I know is that you will only get to experience it after everyone else has already gone through it, such as celebrating 21st birthday. Lolz. I'm already thinking how to celebrate mine, though I still have more than 6 months time.
In fact, I can't think of anything. With the order from my mum that I can never hold anything in my house, I have to think of ways to celebrate with 2 groups of friends. Was it a good thing that I do not have so many friends? I'll just split myself into multiplets.
Is there any other ideas besides chalet? I don't do barbequing and tagging along so many things is not fun for me. Attending BBQ is different from doing it myself. Hopefully I can think of something else better for me to do, otherwise I might just go for this. =.=
It's been quite some time since I come into contact with computer again. My old computer has died some time ago, leaving me alone while I was thinking of enjoying a break from working.
Only until recently, after both of my sisters were feeling rich due to the year-end bonuses that they were getting, then we decided to purchase a new one. Bad for me to choose a wrong timing to rot at home.
Anyway, recently I had a few gatherings with my friends for Christmas and early New Year celebration. It was fun, except the part where I have to crack my rusty brain to think of types of presents to buy.
In fact, I felt that it was easier to buy something for myself while doing the presents shopping. Looking at so many things is so tempting, but I wasn't having any income or even bonuses, so I can only look at them. XD
Today is New Year's eve. Another year is approaching soon, in just a few hours time. I really have to start to find another job, best if it's a permanent one. Even my dad starts to complain that I'm still loithering around in the house, imagine what my mum will be doing everyday.
Haiz... It's actually quite stress to stay at home not that relaxing, at least at my home. But everyone seems to admire me for slacking at home for such a long period of time. Lolz. I'm beginning to become another version of my mum, besides the nagging part though.
Maybe I can apply for a maid's job. XD
I've been working for quite some time as a temp staff and so far, I find that this is the most tiring job that I've encounter. The worse thing about it is that I have no idea why I'm feeling so tired everyday.
I can never imagine that I actually went to sleep at about 8.30pm, almost straight after my dinner. @_@ I only need to wake up at 6.30am every morning!! This is definitely worse than school. Yet everyday I'm still as tired as before.
Maybe I'm too stress. Even with more than sufficient sleeping time, I still find that I didn't sleep at all. To me, it's a serious issue. Sleep is almost the most important thing in my life. Well, I don't have much important thing anyway.
But this job is ending soon!! Yay!! After the torture by don't know what, I'm free!! At least free from those insufficient sleep. But I still enjoy the fact that I can suf net while answering those calls.
Listening to long-winded complains and those free-of-charge praises seems to become a routine. I doubt I'll miss this job, perhaps only the salary. XD
Whenever I turn back and look, the days seems to have pass pretty fast, but why am I feeling the time throughout the whole day just doesn't move a lot?? I dying to get out of this, but time does not permit me to do so.
I wish that I can slack at home again, apparently all those questions are definitely going to hunt me down again. What type of job am I supposed to find?? The location of the workplace?? The criteria for the job that I'm interested, or not? =.=
I think it's better to wish that my mum don't bug me, so I don't need to think about all these questions. XD She's the main problem of all my problems anyway.
Besides, my dad is coming back soon. I wonder if he bought all those things that we 'pre-order' since he came back from his last visit. We wrote a list to him, just hope that his luggage don't exceed the limit weight will do.
My mum even calculate the weight correctly for him and tell my dad to make sure that his clothes doesn't not exceed a certain weight. =.= What a wife But I also participate in, just adding on to what I need him to buy. XD
Anyway, I've tried to clear up my house during this period, I mean my room. It's the only time that I can clear up those redundant stuff in my room in peace, coz my dad will be filtering out all those rubbish that I'm going to throw. Luckily my mum is not so fussy about things that I throw though she tried to be.
In the end, that whole stack of boxes near the window was totally removed!! One box that was totally filled with books and files were being squeezed into 2 sections of a rather small drawer. I'm feeling so accomplished for this. XD
But the best thing was about 5 bags of rubbish were gathered and to be thrown!! Lolz. It sounds like the present for finally being able to clear my room. The feeling was great and my room seems to be bigger, I mean slightly back to it's own size.
In the whole room, only the bed and the window belong to me. The rest were consider as rubbish to me but precious things to my parents. I can never understand their unlimited worries.
Books were retained because they were expensive and for future use. Boxes were for situation when we ever going to move house or just plainly as a storage purposes. Clothes were for sentimental purposes even though they will never wear it anymore. Woks were kept for the sake of future use or waiting to depreciate until it's priceless though they were already spoil.
Most of the things in my house were for future use. I have no idea that my future is full of so many uses. Before I I ever survived till 'that day' I would have been buried alive.
Haiz.. I really don't like rubbish. Not that I have to throw every single thing away, but at least those already cannnot be used, why can't we just throw them away?? Having so many things in the house doesn't help at all. Beside that, I'm still the one who is cleaning them. Spring cleaning is the most terrible part for our house.
If we were to clean everything, it's going to take weeks to complete. That's why I've never like Chinese New Year. I rather sweep and mop the floor than to clean those 'little' things in our house.
Anyway after this temp job, I'll be having at least another 2 weeks of holiday coz I want to spend my birthday in peace and also to celebrate my grandfather's birthday. At least I know that I'm won't be bugged at for this short holiday. XD
I've just realised that I did not register myself for that graduation ceremony. *bang my head on the wall*
After I have rent that expensive and terrible looking graduation gown, I just have to forget this.
Haiz.. waste my money. -_-"
But somehow I don't really feels sad or anything. Perhaps I really don't want to go?? Lolz. That's terrible.
Actually, I've realised that after I've rent that gown. I mean, my parents are not even going, then what's the point for me to do so many things. XD Besides, I'm not exactly looking forward for this ceremony.
I just simply don't understand why did I even thought of renting that gown in the first place.
Anyway, my dad was commenting that I should take a few photos at home wearing that gown. At first, I thought it sounds weird. But now, maybe I should do that, since I'm not going on the stage. XD
Hmm... then I have to go back to school again to take my certificate. Sianz...
A public holiday is so nice.
How I wish I can rot at home everyday.
Many changes will be taking place after today. I wonder if I can adapt it all over again.
But at least not every single one of them will be changed. So I guess it shouldn't be that bad.
Maybe I really should start thinking about it. What I really want to work as a permant job.
But getting out of this job is the main point before I start another problem.
When will they find another staff again?? I'm sick of this job, even on my first day. Lolz. This is terrible.
It's been a long time since I've updated this blog. ^^;;
Anyway, I'm currently working in a hospital as a part timer, too lazy to find a full time job. Lolz.
In fact, I find this job quite tiring.
Maybe it's too stress. Have to cope with too many things and I need to be very fast.
I want to rot at home!! T.T
Haiz.. I'm beginning to miss everyone.
It's the THIRD time I have been bring that bag of bathing equipment to school.
Yet, it is still a fruitless trip.
Even though we did bath at school, but that is not the main point!!
Why can't we just finish that irritating NAPFA??
Either something will cropped up or the weather just wants to go against us.
Don't tell me it's coz we cursed too much on it, that's why it just want to show how powerful it is?? -_-"
What the...
The weather is just being very weird today.
It rained for a while, then it stopped, or should I say it got smaller??
Then it rained again.
And the cycle just goes on.
What is it that you want??
Rain or don't want to rain??
I would rather it to be raining cats and dogs, cows also can.
Don't just keeps starting and stopping.
It just seems to be a game, or perhaps the weather is moody too.
But you are not making anyone feeling better too!
It's finally over!!! ^__________^
Alright I know I'm too hyper. Lolz.
Semester is not even over.
But still, term test is done.
I'm not quite sure what the grades will be like.....
But I just feel so much better after all those studying @_@
Just came back from Malaysia.
Looks like grandma is very happy to see all of us, according to all the aunties and uncles description.
Previously, my mum was told that she is sick and hospitalised.
Then they said she doesn't have much appitite and feels very lethargic.
But from our views, she looks otherwise.
Just that she got a walking stick to accompany her.
I guess she is really very happy about our whole family visiting her, since it has been such a long time when I last seen her.
Even my cousins are taller than me. T.T
I'm the shortest in the whole family again. Haiz..
It's good to know that I have another cousin at my dad's side is shorter than me. Lolz.
Since that cousin is a guy, it's quite normal for him to grow taller than me.
BUT he's not even in the secondary school yet!!!
Well, going to be..
BUT he looks like he's already in upper secondary. T.T
He is always taller than normal people around his age, made me so confused and I keeps on forgetting his age. Lolz.
Another cousin is getting married too.
He even gave us his wedding invitation.
It's around mid or late January.
I'm still not very sure if I can go or not.
Haiz... hope that I can go.
Most of the time, grandma looks quite okay.
My mum was complaining that she doesn't wants to go and take a nap even when she's tired.
I guess it's coz all my relatives gathered and talk together.
Not sure if they always do that, all I know is that they talk really very LOUD!!
Even closing the door, I'm still able to hear their content.
Haiz.. Seems like they just love shouting, just like my mum.
Maybe they are competing with her. Lolz
During the trip, we went to a beach.
It took us like, an hour plus to find the place.
But we spend less than 10 minutes before we went back.
Well, there's a cementary before we enter the bench and the sea level are increasing.
So we took another hour plus to reach grandma's house. Lolz.
Sounds like a waste trip but the weather looks very good and I love beach, so I find it okay. Lolz
Besides, we are able to celebrate grandpa's birthday.
I mean, a week earlier than the exact date.
I feel like staying there longer, though I don't really like the weather.
It's still so hot!!
I think it's worse than Singapore.
At least Singapore is not that hot around year end.
I doubt I can survive long if I live there.
